Tuesday, December 22, 2009
When life knocks you down onto your knees, remember you are in the perfect position to pray'
When life knocks you down onto your knees, remember you are in the perfect position to pray': If Yahweh has allowed it to happen then He will help me through it.
This past semester has been a difficult semester. We wondered if we'd get through it. It has been a test of faith, and friendship. I think that if we had a time machine and wanted to go back to memorable moments, this past semester is one we would not visit. If we did, only to set things right. I don't know where we stand as friends, whether we will still be as close as we were before or we will drift apart. Things just happened one after the other, i was really unsure about a lot of things, whether i was right or wrong.. I was at the verge of a breakdown, one particular incident really shook me up. Our exam schedules were changed and we were informed just in time meaning 9 days before the new date, our syllabus was long, few of my friends and i started falling apart. It was tough. There were days when I did not think I'd make it through. I was so scared that I would fall sick and land up in the hospital again and it would definitely not be a good start to my 20th year. When I was going through all this trouble, I kept asking God why all of this was happening until the real truth hit me... and it is this: God is allowing me to go through this, if he is allowing me to go through it, he will help me endure it. I realized then that I hadn't been praying about it to God. I started, and He got me through it. I still have a long way to go, many more things to face and endure, but I know that He will not me to go through more than i can bear.
woke up @23:00
