We come in to this world, we live and we depart. We come crying from our mother's womb and when we leave, we leave tears on other eyes. We live. We have one life. How do we live? We can live anyway we want, however we want. We can sing, we can dance, we can party, we can drink , we can study, we can marry, we can do what we want. "It is our life, after all!" we deserve to same some "fun" because its just one life. How long does this "fun" last? a few days? a few months? years? forever? What will whappen if suddenly our lives were to be screened? would we be ashamed or proud of many moments in our life? I know for a fact that i will be judged. (The Holy Bible) We all will be when the day of judgement comes. Maybe I got away here, but when the real judge comes and judges, will the excuse "it's my life after all" work? How do we live? Do we live our lives recklessly? dishonouring the creator who created us in his image? (Genesis) or do we live our lives reflecting our Creator ? (Paul's epistles) So when i die will it matter how much money i have earned? I can't take it with me. Will it matter how many parties i've been to and how much booze i've drunk? the no. of vodka shots? or the countless number of times i've smoked up? Will it matter how many shoes I bought? or will it matter that i tried to live a life worthy of my Creator, that in everything my aim was to bring him glory and honour? We are human. We are sinners. We have fallen short of the glory of God. (Romans) The punishment for us is Death. (Romans) But, God is so merciful, just and kind that he has given us a way out. If we believe and put our faith in him, repent from our sins, we are saved. (The Bible)We have just one life, it will soon be past, only what has been done for Christ will last. Therefore my friends, "Be happy young man, while you are young, and let you heart give you joy in the days of your youth. Follow the ways of your heart and whatever your eyes see but know that for all these things, God will bring you to judgement. So then banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body, for youth and vigor are meaningless. Remember your creator in the days of your youth". (Ecclesiastes)

Hmmmm... well I'm back at college now.. with a sprained wrist... headaches etc.. its been just falling ill over the few days.. well doesn't really matter.. i remember last time this year.. we were freshers at college.. so much has changed since then...
nothing remains constant.. you change.. well not completely.. but parts of you... who you thought were your close friends are now distant friends... and people who you never thought you'd become close to have become your friends... you find your long lost best friend after a looooong time and become close with his girlfriend... you grow wiser... old friends who you weren't in touch with for quite a long time.. you find out are always there.. silently... the camaraderie not lost...
still as strong as ever... some people are born and some bid adieu to us... they come quietly into our lives... and leave quietly... leaving a huge void behind... some are born.. bringing great bundles of joy without them. you make mistakes you thought you'd never make... your weakness grows into your strength... there are many changes... from the no. of projects to be submitted to being who you are.. discovering more of yourself.. who you are and who you can trust. Be by my side master. you're the only constant. i have been created in your image. help me to honour you.